Today.

Today was like any other day. I got up, went to work, came home and watched a movie. First-let me say-The Girl With the Dragon Tattoo is dark. Not completely dark-but dark enough that the darkest scenes remind me of things I would love to truly forget ever happened. Rape scenes are always hard for me to watch in movies and on tv, but with the Nine Inch Nails soundtrack it was way too close to the reality I had to live through. I think I shall listen to the music from Rent before I go to bed tonight. Those songs let me get back to where I need to be mentally-back to where hope can still exist. And right now-hope is all I can wish for.