june 21,2012

went to work today. had a craptastic day. went home. changed clothes and crawled into bed. am posting from there with my phone hence the lack of punctuation. for some  reason the function keys do not work in the compose box. it just fits into the fantastically shitty day i had. nothing worked right at work. and i lost business because of it. as i left the problems were just finishing getting fixed. tomorrow should be better. hopefully. if anyone reads this i would like to mention that i never go to bed at nine thirty at night. i guess never iis here. goodnight and i hope your day was better than mine.

Today.

Today was like any other day. I got up, went to work, came home and watched a movie. First-let me say-The Girl With the Dragon Tattoo is dark. Not completely dark-but dark enough that the darkest scenes remind me of things I would love to truly forget ever happened. Rape scenes are always hard for me to watch in movies and on tv, but with the Nine Inch Nails soundtrack it was way too close to the reality I had to live through. I think I shall listen to the music from Rent before I go to bed tonight. Those songs let me get back to where I need to be mentally-back to where hope can still exist. And right now-hope is all I can wish for.